Gary John Carswell

1991 - 1991
LocationSmethwick
Age0
Cause of DeathMurder
Date of Birth02/07/1991
Date of Death02/07/1991
Visitors1,484 since 22/07/2009
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i was 26wks preg n my ex partner threw me over a wall, the inpact caused me to go in to labour.i was having twins,there was nothing the hospital could do to stop the labour, with in 4 minutes both my lovly boys were born. i never got to hold either of them as they were so tiny and gary was only 1Lb 13 n his twin christopher was 1Lb 11. there lungs hadnt developed and the nurses n doctors worked round the clock to do everything they could to save my babies, sadly gary hadnt got the figh in is tiny little body ,he was sadly took away from me 12 hrs later,that was the worse day of my life,how could i still be strong for my other fighting baby,the nurses helped my as much as they could,all i can still see clear as day is that tiny bundle of joy i wasnt given the chance to care n luv him like a mother should.i believe from that sad day to day 18yrs l8er my darling son passed away peacefully just to give him twin brother the extra willpower n strengh to survive and luv me and his dad ian and his brothers n sister for the both of them .u were sadly took away from us ,we will never forget that that day as long as we live. mommy n daddy will be with u 1 day. always in our hearts minds n soles ......your luving mommy daddy ian twin brother christopher chad reece and your little sister kirsty r.i.p. son.xxxxxxxxxxxx

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Kerry Draper

November 15, 2010

I Miss My Baby Boy so much

I Miss My Baby Boy You See.
He's gone so far away.
To a place I cannot see.
Way beyond the stars.
There he's waiting for me.
Till my time on earth is through.
So as I hope to see him again.
My tears they sometimes flow.
I Miss My Baby Boy You See.
In heavens where he'll be.

Jenny Carswell (Mommy)

November 15, 2010

heavens angel

Heavens Angels.
Is what they are.
Special as can be.
God gave them to their Mommy's.
For weeks, a month or just days.
Their Mommy's loved them Oh so much.
But with them they couldn't stay.
God needed them with him you see.
So Mommy's Angels flew away.
Though not with us in body.
Our Angels spirits stay.
Close to each Mommy.
To help them through the day.
KISSES AND HUGS!!!!!!
Sent from above.
To their Mommy's far below.
From all of Heavens Angels.
Not with us today.

Jenny Carswell (Mommy)

November 15, 2010

In a baby castle, just beyond your eye,
Your baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy.
Who are you to wish him back into this world of strife,
No, play on your baby, they'll have eternal life.
At night when all is silent and sleep forsakes your eyes,
You'll hear their tiny footsteps come running to your side
Their little hands caress you so tenderly and sweet,
You'll breathe a prayer and close your eyes and embrace them in your sleep.
Now you have a treasure that you rate above all others
You have known true glory,
You are still their mother.

Caroline Ramshaw

July 2, 2010

Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett

"Happy Birthday Gary"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?

Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.

Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.

The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.

No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Son of yours.

Copyright of Winnie Lovett

This iz a poem i wortee forr my bigg brother garyy x x

This iz a poem i wortee forr my bigg brother garyy x x

Day by day I think of you,
How can all of this be true?
I can't believe you're really gone,
...I stil can't accept it,
Even after so long.
Just the thought of you makes me cry,
I never even got the chance to say goodbye.
Every picture, every letter,
I don't know if it will ever get better.So many things I never got to say,
I never imagined you'd ever be so far away.
You were my brother,
And I loved you like no other.
In my heart you'll always be,
You’ll be my guide and help me see.But now I have to let you rest,
Although without you my world's a mess.
I miss you with all of my heart,
I wish we never had to part.
I know you're always by my side,
So now I guess this is my goodbye...

i lovee youuu sooo muchhh broo rip for ever in my thoughts i lovee u millians xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx lots of love from your little sister kirsty ,

Jenny Carswell (Mommy)

June 23, 2010

Please don't tell them you never got to know me

It is I whose kicks you will always remember,
I who gave you heartburn that a dragon would envy,
I who couldn't seem to tell time and got your days and nights mixed up,
It is I who acknowledged your craving for ice cream by knocking the cold bowl off your belly,
I who went shopping and helped you pick out the perfect teddy bear for me,
I who liked to be cradled in your belly and rocked off to dreamy slumber by the fire,
It is I who never had a doubt about your love,
It is I who was able to put a lifetime of joy into an instant.


Your little heart beating so strongly
All those months
Is silent.
Your little arms and legs
Moving so vigorously
Are still.

Milk falling like tears from your mother's breasts
Will never nourish you.
Your eyes will never sparkle
Your little voice forever silent.

Your mother and father hold you in their arms,
Timidly kissing your soft, smooth cheek
Caressing your tiny fingers
And whispering your name with tears.

We dream of holding you
Of watching you smile and grow
Our love is always with you
Though you will never know.

Jenny Carswell (Mommy)

June 23, 2010

A million times I've missed you, a million times I've cried.
If love alone could have saved you, you never would have died.
To some you are forgotten, to others just part of the past;
but to me who loved and lost you, your love will always last.
It broke my heart to lose you, you didn't go alone,
for my life went with you -sweetheart- the day angels called you home.
For things on earth didn't matter, but now I feel so alone,
My heart will always be broken, my life will never be whole.
We might be parted for awhile, our hearts will always be together
for one day soon we will hold hands again forever.

Jenny Carswell (Mommy)

June 23, 2010

But Jesus called the children to him and said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these. I tell you the truth, anyone who will not receive the kingdom of God like a little child will never enter it."

xxxxx

Caroline Ramshaw

June 12, 2010

mommys poem

Daddy please dont look so sad, mommy please dont cry cause i'm in the arms of jesus now and he sings me lullabies. Please try not to question god, dont think he's been unkind, dont think he sent me to you and then he changed his mind. You see i'm a special child... and i am needed up above. I'm a special gift you gave to ...him the product of your love. I'll always be there with you and if you watch the sky at night and find the brightest star thats my halo's light. You'll see me in the morning frost that mists your window panes.Thats me in the summer showers i'll be dancing in the rain. When you feel a gentle tug on your saddened heart just think of me, we are never far apart. Daddy please dont look so sad and mommy please dont cry, i'm in the arms of jesus now and he sings me lullabies. not sure who wrote it...thought maybe it would help with healing! *HUGS*See more

Jenny Carswell (Mommy)

June 5, 2010
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